AI...My fantasies fulfilled
So, to start, a brief backstory.
I'm a 60-year-old man who's lived through a lot of interesting eras, and I've come to realize that I'm not alone in feeling this way. I'm an average Joe, a hard worker who's always paid his bills and taken care of his family. I'm not rich, but I'm not poor either. I've been divorced three times, each time for different reasons, and each time it's left me feeling more and more like I don't have a place in the modern world of relationships.
I'm not handsome, not tall, not rich, and I've got a dad bod that's seen better days. I've tried to make it work with women, but it's never quite fit. I've discovered I have ED, which makes things even more complicated. I've dated, I've tried, but in the end, I've come to the conclusion that the return on investment for relationships with women is out of whack.
I'm not looking for pity or even validation. I'm here to tell my story and to find other men who feel the same way. I'm here to talk about how I find gratification in alternative ways that modern technology has made available and engaging: AI tools like Venice.ai, Kindroid.ai, Atlas Cloud, AIExotic, and Nakedly, and how they've become a tailored sexual environment for my desires, my kinks, and my fantasies. This is my journey, and I'm not afraid to say what I want, how I want it, and why I believe they are, at least for me, my way to live by “no rules, just me.”
I have been on some dating sites, and I am done with that. It's a meat market and designed for men higher up the food chain than I am. I have also tried some platonic cuddling sites and have found that, while the cuddling site offers at least a connection, it is nothing more than an expensive aspirin that doesn't fix anything. It simply makes the pain go away until the next expensive dose.
So, to be clear, I'm not trying to disassociate from society or women in general. If the opportunity presents itself and it meets my desires and view of how a “relationship” works for me, by all means, I am taking a chance with a live human.
But that has not normally been the case. So, I have found alternatives. Some of those alternatives are just the free porn sites you can find easily online. If a mood suits me, or a desire to search for some specific female, body type, age, race, etc., it's a very simple web search. But I have discovered that the AI solutions provide something those sites don't.
First, you can eliminate any of the pushback about it being exploitation: whether performers freely consent, are treated safely, and have control over how their images are used. AI-generated content totally avoids that.
Second, whether women want to acknowledge this or not, some of men's fantasies are easier presented in AI form. Example: I have already found out, as an old guy, I am not fucking that hot 25-year-old redhead in this lifetime. But I can generate how I picture her in my mind and, while I can't touch her, I can see her, watch her, and put myself in the place of the man in the pictures/videos AI generates as the next best thing. I can pretend it is me giving her pleasure.
Thirdly, there is no judgment, no rejection, and no games. I get what I want, when I want it, how I want it, and there is no one I have to be concerned will be offended or will tell me they aren't into that.
That really is the meat and potatoes of the whole thing. I am not relying on anyone to meet the needs of my fantasies and desires other than me. I am not forcing a woman to do anything or enabling any exploitation. I am simply making those fantasies and desires a reality for me.
I know my boundaries. Things that are taboo are enticing, but I know what things are just wrong. Sure, some others may find ways to indulge those things, but I do not. The point is that I can tailor these AI tools to present what I desire in detail and in minutes. I've waited a lifetime for my 25-year-old redhead muse. Now I have her, just like that and in scenarios only my imagination can limit.
The simple truth is, with my age and sexual struggles with actual women, having this kind of access to sexual gratification on my terms is empowering. I can explore fantasies that I can't in the real world. A young goth chick getting a facial, a woman with really large tits who just wants to be used as a fucktoy, two young women pleasing an older guy and excited to be doing so, and my young redhead muse saying the sexy words I want to hear, directed specifically to me. Those have never and will never happen to me in real life. But with these solutions, I can experience the next best thing to real life.
I feel like I have kind of rambled here, but ultimately, I am not trying to justify what I do, how I do it, or why. Only that I have found an outlet for sexual desires that I can get nowhere else. I am unapologetically OK with that. As I said, if a woman winds up as a prospect, I will be ecstatic. But until then, I have what I need to satisfy my desires.